tuneofsecret

: tuneofsecret; October 13th, 20:43

Current Location:: Singapore, Singapore

First day of work was pretty successful. I learned a lot of things today. But there's one problem. I think I will be wearing the same set of clothes every week! haha! coz' I only bought 2 dresses, 2 skirts, 1 pants + 3 tops = 5 days set of clothes! >.<

Broke!

Fighting! <3

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The 21st Girl

: tuneofsecret; October 6th, 16:12

Current Location:: Singapore, Singapore

Current Mood:: happy

I never thought that 21st is an important age for me but I really enjoyed myself this year. I am really touched that my friends planned a celebration for me, without doing anything on my part (coz' I never thought of celebrating it) =P.

I wanted to post all the birthday gifts and wishes up here!!! And as I was taking photographs, I realized that my mum is really very cute~ At first, my birthday present was a watch from Swatch to replace my 5 years old watch. Then, few months later, I needa buy a new laptop (fearing that the old one will declare dead soon) and she said that's my birthday present (again). Then recently, I decided to get bookcase for my stuff so that my room will be neater and she decided (again) that those bookcases are my birthday presents. So, actually in total, I received 3 presents from my mum! ~~(I guess it's a good thing that she has a bad memory that she had already given me a birthday present)~~

As you can see, my room underwent a tremedous make-over (for those who came my house before the make-over will really see a difference) =D! It's more spacious and I know where most of my things are at XD. The photo frames on the right are photographs of me and my cousin =). I think I am a cutie pie when I was younger XD.

My cousin bought me an Ipod~ (many months ago, as my 21st present) :D Luv it Luv it Luv it~

Below are the presents which my Uni lovers and Secondary School Sisters gave~ Luv it Luv it Luv it~

So sorry to my friends that I didn't organise a party and need you all to plan instead coz I am not into celebrations =P. Still, I enjoyed myself~ this year is the best birthday so far~ Luv it Luv it Luv it~

Lastly, celebration at home. My cousin secretly went to buy cake from Swensen and got scolded by mum coz there's no space in the fridge! haha. Luv it Luv it Luv it~ (not the scolding part, but the ice-cream cake part =P)

I am getting older and older every year... should start to invest in anti-wrinkles cream already... =(

Tags: family, friends, god, me

Greed costs your Sanity

: tuneofsecret; October 1st, 19:13

Current Location:: Singapore, Singapore

Current Mood:: blank

Any idea what's the price of greed? It costs your sanity. How many can afford to lose their sanity? Unfortunately, many in this world. It's such an ugly scene to see how greed takes it's throne over weaklings in the family. I seriously despise them for being such a weakling. Life goes on even without the fortune passed down from the dead. I despise them further for being the slaves of greed.

Tags: family, me

Happy

: tuneofsecret; September 26th, 17:50

Current Location:: Singapore, Singapore

Current Mood:: happy

Life has been great nowadays. I went to Ikea today with my mum and bought 2 Billy bookcases. One tall, another short. Going to have them in the house on Tues~ I spent 2 hours clearing all my stuff and it feels so empty now. Come to think of it, I never had a bookcase before despite being the one having the most books in the house. =3 I also become friends of Ikea now~

Went to celebrate Janice and Tze Chee's birthday yesterday. It was so much fun to be with them. =3 We watched a movie but I became very sleepy because of the 'complete romance' context. haha! I think I am not a 'romance-romance' person?! But I love korean and taiwan dramas... maybe it is because of the comedy? Or maybe it's just coz' I didn't sleep well the night before. =)

Time flies and semester is coming to an end. I would say that I enjoy myself very much for the past few months. Even though the semester is ending soon, I have many things to look forward to coz my friends made plans way before the holiday comes XD. Seriously, I think my life gets better and better as the day passes. Maybe I became more and more optimistic and, not forgetting to thank Him for all these =).

Tags: family, friends, god, me

Raining Day

: tuneofsecret; September 18th, 16:34

I used to love raining days because it smells like the house in Kuching. It's always the monsoon season whenever I go back to Kuching to visit my Grandma. She had this Aloe Vera plant in the backyard and my mum will make dessert from it. There were some other plants and trees there too. I remember I always play with my cousins in the master bedroom. We fought, cried and laughed there. I always feel sad for my mum because she has to clean the very big house on her own every time we go back while the rest of my aunties did nothing. Few of the times we go back, we will take a long bus ride to Saratok to visit the rest of my relatives and grandpa. I have hated my grandpa since a very young age. I can still remember the scene where he made my mum cried. It was in my uncle's studio. I cried with my mum despite not knowing what exactly happened. My grandpa used to horrify my relatives with his threatenings and I seriously do think that the only person he love is him alone. I don't think he love my grandma too despite having 10 children. When my grandma was still alive, I don't know since when, grandpa and grandma don't live together anymore. He don't love any of his children or even his grandchildren. At least, that was what I saw, experienced and heard.

It was raining when grandpa left my life.

We used to call him old man, he's really old.

It's kinda amazing that despite him treating everybody around him like shit, there will still be a few who will cry for him.

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I want to work!

: tuneofsecret; September 17th, 22:37

Current Mood:: worried

I should have went to sign bond with NTUC! Then I don't have to look for job high and low now! OMG!

Blessed by God

: tuneofsecret; September 16th, 21:45

Oh My Gosh! I'm so happy!!!

Eve helped me burn a cd of songs and in there, there are many Christian songs! I miss them!! Especially during this month when I am an irregular church person, this cd kinda ease my 'down-sSs' feeling~ Familiar songs such as Amazing Grace, How Great is Our God, Your Grace is Enough, Hosanna, King of Majesty, Tell the World... and many many more ~Indescribable overflowing emotions...

Every time when I am sad or overwhelmed with stuff, I will always remind myself how great my God is.... and He really is :D

01Corinthians 10:13 (the MESSAGE)
No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it.

I think some of us have seen this (and I saw it again at Eve's house), and it really impacted me a lot... :D

Footsteps in the Sand
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk wit me always.
But I have noticed that during
the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one
set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,
"The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you."

~Mary Stevenson

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(no subject)

: tuneofsecret; September 3rd, 22:28

Current Mood:: loved

I was in a bad mood initially because of all the crap-sSs back in Saratok but I have a bunch of hilarious friends who made me forget about my troubles, my anxiety and my life. =D

Love all of you! =3

Tags: family, friends, me

Minnie Mouse

: tuneofsecret; September 1st, 22:43

All I said to the machine was "I want this ar... I want this ar... give me this one k?" while pointing to the handphone chain I wanted and I got it!

Awesome~

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Black & White

: tuneofsecret; August 31st, 22:34

This Taiwan drama is so cool! All previous dramas are all romance, romance, romance and if it's not romance, it's not nice. B-U-T this drama is super duper zuper Awesome! Most importantly, the director took risk and give most of the main roles to new faces!!

The second male lead (4th person from the left) is one awesome guy! ^^ I also like the guy on the end right~ hmm... I personally think that Vic Zhou (middle-main lead) really made a great improvement in this drama. I also like the new girl (2nd from the left)~ so sweet and cool!

Oh! I have forgotten to say the main point- why is it so awesome? Coz' it's like a detective show, full of mystery and yet not lacking sense of humor. The people in the cast are all so cool and every episode has something to look forward to! i.e. exploding scenes, gun scenes, train-crashing scenes etc. A drama full of unexpected things waiting for you to unfold~ ^^

*Highly Recommended*

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Beauty of Nature + Trash

: tuneofsecret; August 26th, 10:26

I went to Sungei Buloh with Wheelock Cohort 3 friends! Saw many creepy crawlers~ Cool~ Only explore the mangrove swamp...and spotted some rubbish too...

Wanna go there again someday ((*0*))

P.S: I am losing my voice!!! OMG!

Tags: friends, me

Chinese Herb and Western Medicine

: tuneofsecret; August 22nd, 11:57

I don't like sore throat.
It gives me pain and flu.
It makes me sleepy and tired.

I am ill.

I need to get rid of it as soon as I can.

:(

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EZ link Found

: tuneofsecret; August 21st, 12:35

I am actually forced to post an entry for Yvonne because she wants me to declare to the whole world that

SHE FOUND HER EZ LINK!

signing off =.=

Tags: friends

Top Rated Misery of the Month

: tuneofsecret; August 19th, 18:24

(I took this photo for her at the Botanic Garden! Pretty right? =3)

Top rated misery of the month goes to Yvonne!

I know I am mean but her reaction was really funny when she lost her E-Z link. XD (Those who were there will understand how I feel =P). So drama-mama~ Then she go around and tell everybody about it on facebook, twitter, msn nick and the childcare centre!

Her second misery is that she had stomachache today (actually was yesterday)! The lost of the E-Z link made it worse, I guess. She said it must be because of the food she ate for dinner at my house yesterday night. I gave her noodles bought from Sarawak. Then my mum cooked vegetable soup for us too. I gave Yvonne a cup of green tea. After which, my dad wanted to drink fruit juice so my mum made a cup of apple juice for Yvonne also (so she had two different drinks at the same time =S). When she reached home yesterday night, she started having diaheorra~~~ Then today she had to do presentation for the chapter summary!!!!

Third misery was when we went to the childcare centre in the afternoon to do child's portfolio, she couldn't find the drawing paper which she tore into half for the children to draw (misplaced again)! After around 10 minutes of search, she found it. I guess this is the worst day of the month for her.

She actually came to a conclusion. She gossiped too much (Karma)!! ((*0*))

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My First Entry

: tuneofsecret; August 17th, 19:54

Current Location:: Singapore, Singapore

Current Mood:: peaceful

Going to be squashed by Grace almighty hand!!!

I like this photo because I didn't know I look pretty when I desire for food!

Dear friends,

Blogger has been giving me many troubles such as uploading photos so I am switching to livejournal (recommended by Eveleen =P) and I have uploaded 6 photos which show what I have been doing these few weeks. =)

Many things have happened for the past few weeks and months... how I wish I can go back to the 6 weeks of intensive sessions with Susan and Felicity because I am missing the times back then where Eveleen, Grace, Janice, Tze Chee and I were struggling with the projects and stuff. Even though it was tough, I had fun. =) I am having fun now too, though.

I have been living on this planet for nearly 21 years old. Many of my friends had or are planning to have grand celebration. I feel that this special 21, I should celebrate with those I love. Simple and warm. It's so like me =P. I hope to spend a day with Yi Lin for a date because our birthdays are very near and she is my very good friend whom I really hope that she won't change too much (haven't been seeing her for quite some time)! I will also celebrate with Yvonne, Eveleen, Grace and Janice because they are my sweeties in Wheelock! Perhaps I can also go out with some of my secondary school and poly friends... Last but not least, I wish to spend my day with my family and Xiao Yu.

Two good news:
I think I have already forgiven those whom I once hated. My relatives especially the ones who abandoned me and people who were once my friends. I am moving on from here and shall not look back. =)

I finally picked up my courage to write a note to my brother and tell him not to waste electricity by hibernating his laptop when he is out! I was overjoyed when I saw his cable extension all switched off when he was out! YAY!

One not so good news:
Recently, my heart seems to be floating and missing. Maybe it was because I was attached for a whole 2 years plus and now... suddenly, it just gone missing somewhere... maybe I will never be able to find it back. Not sad or disappointed, just empty. Perhaps I need to fill this hole with something else (not another relationship at the moment though). Any suggestions what it can be?

With love,
t-ing

"Dear Father, please hold my hands and walk with me in this world full of uncertainties and darknesses."

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