tuneofsecret

First day of work was pretty successful. I learned a lot of things today. But there's one problem. I think I will be wearing the same set of clothes every week! haha! coz' I only bought 2 dresses, 2 skirts, 1 pants + 3 tops = 5 days set of clothes! >.<

Broke!




Fighting! <3

Any idea what's the price of greed? It costs your sanity. How many can afford to lose their sanity? Unfortunately, many in this world. It's such an ugly scene to see how greed takes it's throne over weaklings in the family. I seriously despise them for being such a weakling. Life goes on even without the fortune passed down from the dead. I despise them further for being the slaves of greed.

I used to love raining days because it smells like the house in Kuching. It's always the monsoon season whenever I go back to Kuching to visit my Grandma. She had this Aloe Vera plant in the backyard and my mum will make dessert from it. There were some other plants and trees there too. I remember I always play with my cousins in the master bedroom. We fought, cried and laughed there. I always feel sad for my mum because she has to clean the very big house on her own every time we go back while the rest of my aunties did nothing. Few of the times we go back, we will take a long bus ride to Saratok to visit the rest of my relatives and grandpa. I have hated my grandpa since a very young age. I can still remember the scene where he made my mum cried. It was in my uncle's studio. I cried with my mum despite not knowing what exactly happened. My grandpa used to horrify my relatives with his threatenings and I seriously do think that the only person he love is him alone. I don't think he love my grandma too despite having 10 children. When my grandma was still alive, I don't know since when, grandpa and grandma don't live together anymore. He don't love any of his children or even his grandchildren. At least, that was what I saw, experienced and heard.

It was raining when grandpa left my life.


We used to call him old man, he's really old.

It's kinda amazing that despite him treating everybody around him like shit, there will still be a few who will cry for him.